Hi Dad, Harry won 'star of the week' at school today and I just wanted to tell you. I put a picture on here. I know you would be so proud and encouraging towards him right now if you could be. The last time he won it, I emailed you, and you telephoned Harry to congratulate him and make a fuss of him for his efforts. He also got a '5' for his practice SATs, which is apparently the highest mark he can achieve. When I heard these things today, I thought to myself, I must email and tell you. Then it hit me that I couldn't... Sometimes I feel like you are still just off in France, or at the end of the phone somewhere; and then it hit's me like a bus... You are gone from this world. I need a hug right now Dad, I wish you were here. I miss you so much. I hope you know how much you are missed.